.... It's only the beginning
I sometimes think that this world is too real and fixed on the proper. What is to say that what is right is wrong, and what is wrong is right. What happens if the "mad" people are actually the sane ones in the world, and the sane are actually mentally unstable. Society today shows us what is deemed improper. I am not justifying certain mental states here, such as those who kill or cause any harm to others, but the types that use such an enormous part of the brain; creating worlds of their own. Such usage of the brain is liberating and imaginitave. Certain mental illnesses are not what they seem.
Take a look in the mirror. You have a choice. To look at yourself and see what rules and conditions who have been brought up with. Look at how you choose paths in life. The "right" paths. The ones that are deemed socially correct. See how your every day language changes when more rules are placed upon you. See how your mind is only capable of being creative to an extent that doesnt push boundaries. You dress how you are expected to dress. You speak your mind when it is acceptable, but you edit. That is what the world is - an edited version of what it should be.
Now this is where an option appears.
Do you continue to follow the norms as you have done since growing up, or do you take another path? One that is "wrong". One that is socially and politically improper. Do you choose how you use your mind? Do you speak freely no matter the consequence; to speak the truth? Do you dress how you want to against social norms. Do you dream of your own world and see it in the real one?
The mirror is a gateway to your life. It shows you exactly who you are. The imperfections, the "perfections". It provides a second conscience. One can certainly add make-up to hide away dreams and fantasies. Or it can create an outlet to who you really are. The one who pushes the limits. The one who isnt afraid to stand out from the norm.
For me, I am one of those who hides behind the mirror. I only show what people need to see but in honesty. I dream of a world were nothing is real. Everything is not what it should be. I want to see what my creative world would be in reality, where people are not restricted to gender roles, or ruled by the stigma of madness.
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
That is according to Einstein. So who is to say that someone is insane when they really arent. We all dream every day, every night expecting a different outcome; is that insane? No. It's what life is all about.
What would it be like to live in a world, where no one was deemed mad, insane, or crazy? Were no-one judges you for the weird things you say, do, wear. To live in a world were I am restricted in my ability to dream, to create, to believe is the correct definition of insane.
The restless pace of a traveler's heart meets a supernatural force. Or simply... The life and beginnings of a small town teacher.
Otherwordly

Wednesday, 4 April 2012
Sunday, 1 April 2012
A Random Quiz
- Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Slowly opens its mouth, and these words come out
- Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?A pillow
- Before you started this survey, what were you doing? Watching CSI
- What is the last thing you watched on TV? CSI:Crime Scene Investigation
- Without looking, guess what time it is. Half 7ish
- Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 19:39
- With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?Parents talking
- When did you last step outside? What were you doing? It was when I came home from work, I stepped outside to play with my dog
- Did you dream last night?Yes unfortunately
- Do you remember your dreams?Again yes
- When did you last laugh? A few hours ago at work
- Do you remember why / at what?I laughed at my co-workers moving tables and destroying the place :)
- What is on the walls of the room you are in?Masks
- Seen anything weird lately? Erm can't recall anything, but my brain is fried so
- What is the last film you saw?Pictue Perfect with Jennifer Aniston
- If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?I would live somewhere in the UK or Germany
- If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? I would buy a brand new car, a house with a walk-in wadrobe filled with loads of clothes.
- Tell me something about you that most people don't know. I have an obsession with masks and dolls
- What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Some songs by Halfway Home
- Last time you swam in a pool?Phwoar must be about four years ago now
- Type of music you like most? Mostly the alternative stuff
- Type of music you dislike most?RAVE!!!!!!
- What was the last thing you bought?A KitKat Chunky Caramel
- Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?Nope but I want to :)
- If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?Jared Leto or Synyster Gates
- Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?New Look
- What time is bed time?Any time I get tired
- How many tattoos do you have?Eight with one upcoming
- Do you carry a donor card?Yes I do and I'm proud of it
- Who was the last person you ate dinner with? No one :(
- Is the glass half empty or half full?Depends what mood I'm in
- What's the farthest-away place you've been? Gran Canaria
- Have you ever won a trophy? Yes in primary school year 6
- Are you a good cook?It depends what I'm cooking
- How many keys on your key ring?Too many to count and then some
- What kind of car do you drive?None ate the moment, but soon to be a fiat punto
- What are your best physical features?My eyes and smile apparently
- If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?Florida, Paris or Venice
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